Ive spent the whole last week, doing nothing. Just couldnt get to work...made a few useless sketches, but just coudnt get to draw anything seriously. the time is running out, I know. I cant afford being my sloppy self this time, I know. Its my last shot, I know. But, knowing is one thing and realizing is another. isnt it?
Its like Im wandering in another space, while life still there on earth. Im stuck up some place else.....hmmm... do i know of it?.....
But thats not the issue, the problem is.....im happy there. :-[
May God Save My Soul!
18 comments:
just like me buddy!
thank you.
Well, same here, havnt started studies, two weeks and not a minute of work! :(
just get to it! Things will become better.
hmm surprisingly similar to some of jewel's lyrics. that's disturbingly sad.
sigh* memories of university..
May be this is just part of life.
Kahan ho? soul searching?
@ saleh:
mmm :)
@ reedemer-x:
hm, i know once i get to it, i'll do it. but you know there many others things in my life that i feel more rewarding than this.
@ abbas halai:
come again?
@ just muttering:
hmm.. im not depressed, infact im too contented.
@ vonaurum:
may be its just a phase, or may be its just the way i am.
@ reedemer:
no...but a soul looking for a body
no peace is boring, and no Home insignificant. i'm glad you've found your peace :) perhaps the closer to peace you come, the more misplaced you feel in a tangible world of materialism. something to think about.
:) thanks for the comment
yup thats why I said that im still misplaced in many ways, n your right even more than ever. but its no more about fitting myself in. its a different struggle now. as im not looking for comfort outside, i dont expect them to give me anything except inspiration. but i want to connect at some level to give them what ive got. that would be my place in the world outside.
I'm glad you have found peace, at least someone has. As far as leaving things to God is concerned, well I believe as Humans we must strive for what we want. After striving 100%, we should leave it upto God. If it is God's will no one can stop things from going your way.
"leaving it to God" shouldnt be taken on its face value.
to me its like leaving things to nature, the natural flow, the natural process, spontaneous reactions. it is like being my-self.
then what ever happens , is the most reasonable thing.
I'm just saying what I've read about Islam and the Destiny of Man. As twice translated say, "what works for you!" is the best thing :P
yess exactly your just saying what you have read, i.e, the face value of it.
n im just saying, things should be translated & perceived individually, instead. 'cause only that works!,
:) everyone has their slant and interpretatation. i do find it important thinking through your 'interpretation', if you will, so that it's what you believe, rather than the textbook answers being regurgitated.. however, discussing and understanding different viewpoints is also vital, since we can't be sure any one way of thinking is the 'right' way.
But then again, I have faith about what I have read. I have seen it work, as soon as I diverge from it my life falls apart. When I stick to what I have learned about Islam, I am the most satisfied person! I have great respect for other people's point of view, yet I cannot change my belief that the best thing is that which is given by God! I take it, I cherish it, I embrace it.
I have great respect for other people's point of view
that's the key. hold on to that. you'll always be entitled to your own beliefs. i [and i'm sure flick would agree] wouldn't dare take that from you. :)
[isn't it amazing to have the freedom we find in writing?]
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